My Hubby Can’t Stop Pampering Me

Chapter 1302: Chapter 1295: Born for Love (5) Chapter 1302: Chapter 1295: Born for Love (5) The surgery form was handed to Qin Zhiyou. He picked up the pen, hesitated for a long time, but eventually signed his name in the designated spot.

Soon after, Lu Weixi changed into her hospital gown and was wheeled into the operating room.

This wasn’t Lu Weixi’s first time being pushed into surgery; she had experienced it during a previous miscarriage. But back then, she had already fainted, unable to see the glaring lights of the operating table or the chilling medical instruments in the doctors’ hands.

The doctor comforted her, “Don’t worry, you won’t feel any pain. We’ll administer the anesthesia soon.”

Lu Weixi didn’t speak, only clenched her fists tightly.

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Qin Zhiyou stayed outside, watching her change into the gown, watching her lie on the hospital bed, watching as the doctors and nurses pushed her in, then closed the operating room door.

The moment the door shut and the red light of the operating room came on, he felt like he was about to explode.

Why should he be magnanimous? Why should he let go? He truly wanted to be selfish for once, as it was his child, his own flesh and blood; he wanted to keep him and didn’t want Lu Weixi to suffer!

He wanted to scream, he wanted to tear apart everything he could see, he wanted to murder, even more, he wanted to chop himself up.

He approached the door, his hand raised high, but in the moment he was about to knock, he stopped.

He had truly failed, it was he who hadn’t given her enough security, it was he who step-by-step carelessly ruined their marriage, and it was also he who had harmed their child!

Five years ago, he had eagerly anticipated the child they lost, but now, he had to personally let this child go! The child was still so small, already developing little hands and feet, yet he lacked the power to keep him.

One minute, three minutes, five minutes, ten minutes passed; Qin Zhiyou had been pacing the verge of anger and despair for a long while. He knew every minute of his hesitation was counting down to the child’s death, but he truly had no way to open that door. He had already harmed the child, he couldn’t entangle her in this as well.

As his thoughts wandered at the gates of hell, the operating room light went off. Qin Zhiyou clenched his fists tightly.

Lu Weixi no longer had the child; she only had him now. He couldn’t fall apart, at least not now; he had to be strong.

All his regrets had to be swallowed down. He stood up, trying to compose himself, and walked toward the operating room door. A little while after the light went out, the door also opened, and he saw the nurses pushing out Lu Weixi. She was still lying on the hospital bed; anesthesia was necessary for the operation, and although it was local, she still couldn’t move.

Lu Weixi’s complexion was pale. Seeing Qin Zhiyou, she managed to speak, but her voice was weak, “Zhiyou…”
“I’m here,” Qin Zhiyou stepped forward, grabbed her hand tightly, took a deep breath, and slowly said, “I’m sorry.”

Besides apologies, he truly didn’t know what else to say or do. He was sorry to her and the child; it was all his fault.

He hoped this was the last time she had to suffer.

He originally wanted to say a second sentence, his throat moved up and down, but the words were swallowed back before he could speak. He was afraid; he feared that if he spoke, he would start crying, and at this moment, he absolutely couldn’t be weak.

After a brief pause, he finally looked at the doctor and asked, “How long does she need to be observed? Can she be discharged today? I saw the surgery seemed to proceed… quite quickly; it must have gone smoothly, right?”

The doctor hesitated for a moment, then said, “She gave up on the surgery.”